Thursday
Sep302004
Thursday, September 30, 2004 at 12:01PM
Dancing and Jousting
Yesterday I wrote about the dance. As I thought about it i realized the dance falls on a continuum with consensual dance on one end of the scale, jousting on the other, and assorted activities in between. The continuum is therapy, the points on the continuum are the degree of cooperation between the therapist and patient or what we call the "therapeutic alliance."
Obviously it is easier to help someone who wants help. Some people are completely defiant and must be fought every inch of the way to "better." Others are oblivious and either do not or cannot participate in the treatment process. The ideal is an individual who will open their mind and consider the advice given and even give it an honest try. The person participates by asking questions and working with the therapist in a collaborative effort.
Teachers know the joy of an open and willing mind. It is much the same for a therapist. I have been reflecting about therapy. I remembered how I was focused in school to learn the classifications of mental illness. I studied the symptoms, development, medications, treatment strategies, theorists, and the rest of the academic material. When I actually began working with people I felt awkward. I was thinking too much and I was inexperienced. As time passed, I learned to simply relate to patients as people. Whatever their problem, they were people. Mental illness was only one aspect of them. I had much more in common with them than I had different.
Our hopes, fears, and dreams were similar. We watched the same TV shows, listened to the same music, laughed at the same jokes. The academic information is important, but it must be digested and permeate the therapist so it is able to come out in helpful and human ways. Good therapy is a helpful conversation. A conversation that leaves the patient educated, in better humor, and holding more hope. Hope is the best thing I can give someone. To pass on hope, one must also possess it. Otherwise it will be sensed as false hope and empty disingenuous words.
It is all about relating. To connect with another person and to engage in a common task gives me a rush. No matter if I am trying to help a patient or talking with someone in a coffee shop - it's all good to me. People are interesting. Their lives are full of fascinating experiences. So many experiences come and go and will go unrecorded and unnoticed by most of the world. That is why I feel fortunate to learn the little secrets a person is willing to share with me.
Whether I am dancing or jousting, I am doing therapy. I keep learning and in turn I stay full of wonder and gratitude. The good hearts outnumber the a-holes 10 to 1 in my experience. Many of the a-holes just start out that way. Once they stop posturing and let down their guard they end up being the most fun.
These are just a few more rambling thoughts about therapy.
Until the next time
John Strain