What's in a Heart?
One aspect of human nature is to doubt the good in people, but to automatically believe the worst until there is proof to the contrary.
Jim: Did you hear about Bill? He was awarded a full ride scholarship because of his good grades.
Sam: Ya sure, I'll bet his old man is paying. Bill's not that smart.
Jim: Did you hear about Bill? He was suspended for cheating.
Sam: That doesn't surprise me one bit; how else could he make such good grades?
We have all done it. As a matter of fact, we have to work not to do it. We make judgments and form opinions all the time about what
we think is in someone's heart.
Have you ever been misunderstood or accused of something you did not do? Have you told the truth to someone, only to have them look in disbelief, then tell you why you really did it and what you were really thinking? It is not a good feeling is it? It is extremely arrogant to presume to know what is
really going on in someone's heart.
Darrell Wrinkles was the school bully in sixth grade. He had orange hair, pink skin, and was very fat. He was bigger than most kids at school and he took advantage of the size difference. He was made fun of, mostly behind his back. He did not have any friends and he lived with his mother. In those days, divorce was unusual. I thought I knew the heart of Darrell Wrinkles. He was mean and did not like people, I deduced, but I was wrong.
One day Darrell and I found some common ground; we both had a pet white rabbit. Once he found out, Darrell began to act different toward me. We talked about our rabbits and one day he invited me to come to his house on the way home from school to see his pet - Bugs. Reluctantly, I agreed and walked with Darrell to his house. He was a different person one on one than when he was in a group. Individually, he was more like a regular kid.
His mother was very nice and gave us some Kool Aid and cookies. She seemed happy Darrell had a friend with him. I spent some time there then went home. After that day, Darrell ceased to be the school bully to me. I had misread Darrell's heart. What I thought was meanness was really his way of expressing his own frustrations and hurt. Darrell may have been a bully, but the rest of us inflicted more pain on him than we will probably ever know.
Another human attribute is to polarize things or think in terms of "all" or "nothing." Look at how pundits talk about our politicians. They describe people who are either diety or satanic. I am sure George Bush and John Kerry have their faults, but they no doubt possess redeeming qualities as well.
Have you ever not liked someone, but after spending some time with them changed your mind? It is far easier to hate someone you do not know than to hate someone you do know.
In my line of work, I sometimes meet people who have done bad things like murder and child molestation. I am often amazed at how normal and even likable these folks can be. I suppose there are people who are nearly 100% evil, but most folks are a mixture of good and not-so-good.
If you cannot integrate the good and the bad in the same person, then you will most likely accept or reject an entire race, religion, and gender based on your good or bad experiences with it.
The woman on the bad side of an abusive relationship may reject all men. A crime victim may conclude that all young black men are muggers. Discrimination is useful when we are trying to distinguish good mushrooms from the poisin kind or if we are a parts inspector at an auto plant, but if we overgeneralize, discrimination is a liability.
The end result of these two human aspects,
believing the worst while rejecting the good and
all or nothing thinking, is lonliness. These behaviors are relationship killers. To correct these human aspects, one must simply be more realistic and objective. We must move from our emotions to our thinking. We must exercise restraint and patience before setting our opinions in cement. Get to know people. Place yourself in their shoes before you exercise your extreme arrogance and presume to know what makes them tick better than they do themselves.
It is difficult to improve on "The Golden Rule." Treat people the way you would like them to treat you.
What's in a heart? It is revealed a little at a time. One bad behavior does not make one bad anymore than one good behavior makes one good. It is over time, through a person's words and deeds, that the contents of their heart is revealed.
Until the next time
John Strain